What are prayers without answers.........................

What are heroes with out bravery
Who am I without guts and glory
I just want to partayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

optimist, realist, pessimist, leave me alone-ist

hope is dead.................................... to me. haha. hope just makes things crash harder. i just want to sleep into a coma of some sorts.

spirals up

With the way things are going, I can complain, cry, rant, and even go into mourning again. But nope. I don't want to, even if the world tells me I can. This break has not gone the way I planned it. When I don't plan, things don't happen. When I do plan, things do happen, but not the way I planned. It is a loose loose situation. I can never win. I'll laugh about it.

So JayBeanz proposed to me, I think. In my dreams of course. But dreams always become a reality.

kicking and screaming

I miss eating. I miss tasting and savoring food. Work has wrapped me up in a tizzel that I just scarf down my food and move on to the next project, agenda. I miss life. I miss being alive.

Life is so easy that it's hard.

So shut my mouth so I can just listen. Not easy, hard.
Tomorrow, I'm going to eat, eat, and eat.
2011 ----------------------------- BREAK. IT. DOWN. WAH WAH WAH.
Life goes on.

And I can not deny what the stars have set in place that you were made for me.

Shredder, attack

ALIS VOLAT PROPRIIS. 6:56 pm
on ticket master
i was shaking my ass in the shower
listening to a song
dum dum dummmm
uh oh
no good
no pass to the ass
get the druggie on speed dial
Pandora Box 6:58 pm
LOL
ALIS VOLAT PROPRIIS. 6:58 pm
i need a hit
Pandora Box 6:58 pm
ABSOLUTELY
ALIS VOLAT PROPRIIS. 6:58 pm
they don't have any tickets
Pandora Box 6:58 pm
i'll get you one of snider's
ALIS VOLAT PROPRIIS. 6:58 pm
snider
isn't that the rat's name
in that hting
teenage
Pandora Box 6:59 pm
LoL
that was Shredder
ALIS VOLAT PROPRIIS. 6:59 pm
oo
ahahhahaha
puahhahahaha