spirals up

With the way things are going, I can complain, cry, rant, and even go into mourning again. But nope. I don't want to, even if the world tells me I can. This break has not gone the way I planned it. When I don't plan, things don't happen. When I do plan, things do happen, but not the way I planned. It is a loose loose situation. I can never win. I'll laugh about it.

So JayBeanz proposed to me, I think. In my dreams of course. But dreams always become a reality.